05:48 PM
Working for a Living Mostly Good News

The interview went well, they had me fill out these forms with all my resume info again and then when we went into the interview, he asked for my resume! What happened to the one that the agency gave him? For all that I was so excited and up for this, I was nervous at the beginning of the interview but I think it went well, I remembered to be quiet and listen as well as talk but also not to ramble on too much. I liked him, he's young, 30-ish but he reminds me a bit of my two favorite bosses in his approach to work and stuff and so I think we'd work well together.

And I really want this job, I have all the skills they want, I like him, I think I could work with him really well and he talked to me longer than two of the other interviews (the woman that he interviewed while I filled out the forms was only in there 15-20 minutes and the agency said someone else they sent over only got about 15 minutes) and he wants someone "mature" (hey, I can do that! I'm mature! :)) but ever since the end of the interview, I've been really depressed because I feel certain they won't hire me, there's no real rational reason for this, I just suddenly had this feeling after I left that I wouldn't get the job.

So I'm bummed out because it seems like a really good job and I want it. I want it because it looks good and because I want to be able to pay bills. Since yesterday, I've been thinking about what I could do with that kind of money, pay off what my stepdad lent me, pay my rent on time, buy an air conditioner, buy some new clothes, pay my bills ahead, it would be such a relief.

Dang.

He said they'd make a decision probably by Friday, so if I get it, I guess I'll be nicely surprised because I feel sure I'm not going to get it.

My brother and I are going to see Matrix Reloaded tonight...